Napakalapit na ng pinaka hihintay kong Culmi Night! Xiet gusto kong sumali sa mga activities but I don't want to do it alone. Gusto ko mag-cosplay pero wala akong costume ng isang kilalang character. Costumes are so expensive =_=. Gusto kong mag-man ng NKK booth na naka cosplay and gusto kong sumali sa singing contest!!!

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We are in need of 5 people who will be in charge of the registration
booth for the NKK Night; these people will be 'COSPLAYING'.

For those who are interested, the screening will be on the 31st of
October 2007 (Wednesday), Ubreak time (1:30-2:30) at SJ Study Area
(near William Hall beside the Library). You don't have to be in
cosplay, just bring a picture of the character you will imitate.

NIHON KENKYU KAI'S [NKK] SINGING CONTEST

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Wala lang gusto ko lang i-post >.<

Debuts. I went to one of those last Sunday. It was fun, the food was good, met some good people, got to know the "debutant" a little better, and it was my first time to be on the brink of death in one night in two road trips, how exciting was that!? Anywho, going to one of those it kinda reminded me that I'm 17 and next year I'll be 18. Time really flies and trickles like the water in your palms and it drizzles as fast as you put in your palms. Some of it go to waste and it will never return... Oh-kay? Where the hell did that shit came from? I'm having one of my "attacks." Anywhat, I'm not having a debut. That's what I've told my mom since I was in the 6th grade. Why the hell do I need to have one? I don't need 18 roses that wither and I cannot eat. And candles? What? I don't get rich from lighted candles. And those 18 gifts, I guess they're okay if they that's what you want. Whatever. What I'm going to do is just ask money, a little below a hundred thousand. They agreed. I'm happy. I'm just going to treat my friends in McDonald's near Lasalle and the theme's going to be "The Incredibles." Yey! How fun! I'm going to save up the money to go to Africa for the next FIFA season XD.

[Shift in language here XDDD]

500. 500 ang pera ko last Monday. 25. Yan na lang ang natira sakin pagdating ng Tuesday. 4 na araw akong hindi nag-lunch sa school para lang hindi humingi ulit ng pera sa nanay ko kahit alam kong bibigyan niya ako. Pero sa tuwing magbibigay siya sakin ng pera nakikita kong parang napaksakit sa puso ng nanay ko magbigay sakin ng pera. I feel so sorry. Naiintindihan ko naman na kailangan naming mgatipid dahil kung hindi kami magtitipid mawawalan kami ng pera at kung mawalan kami ng pera hindi na ako makakakain at higit sa lahat hindi na nila ako mabibigyan ng pera pang punta ko sa Africa >.<

Remember, remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot
I see no reason why the gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot...

Ok. Nanonood ako ng V for Vendetta and ngayon ko lang siya napanood. I know I'm a loser. IT IS SO GOOD!!!. Once again I'm going to say I love history so much--History, His story. Hahaha~! Wala lang. Napaka busy ng buhay ko hindi na ako masyadong nakakapag-update ng blog. Busy ang gaming life ko xDD.

I like gays. May bago kaming hobby ni Patty. The search for the Fab Five. Meron ng 3 dalawa na lang. Must be gay, duh!, Must be in CLA, must not cross dress, Must be cute and friendly XDD. Wahhh~! What a wonderful hobby >.<

I'm always wondering why people won't give me books as gifts. They just keep on insisting buying me stuff which they prefer for me. I really hate it. When I was kid, I remembered only one person to give me two books for my birthday; It was my next door aunt. And the rest gave me Barbies and Polly Pocket and stuff. I don't really play with those things. If I ever did play with them I would always cut their hair or pull their limbs or their heads and thats the end of that. Like I said I don't want them buying things for me especially when the things they always buy are all PINK! Do I look like I admire pink? Well sometimes... but you get my point. So I warned my mother to warn all my relatives to give me books or money, instead-this Christmas. I'm very demanding.

So my Grandma had her 65th post birthday party last Saturday. It was at my uncle's house and there were lots of old people there. I don't dislike them, they're he ones giving me gifts and money on special occasions. It was not that boring since I got to spend time with my cousins. Especially when we're engaged in a conversion. Like this for example:

Ivan (5 year old cousin)
Derick (4th grade cousin)

The Conversation
Ivan: Hoy 'te Kate... Alam mo ba ung gate sumabit ako dun tapos hindi ako makababa tapos ung kamay ko humaba, pati dede ko humaba, pati puso ko humaba, lahat humaba tapos sumemplang ako sa gate tapos lumipad ako tapos ung kotse sumemplang din nasa bubong ako nagdadrive, tapos nasa gate ako tapos sumemplang ako tapos humaba kamay ko...
[Dadating si Derick]
Derick: Pano ka sesemplang sa gate nagbabike ka ba? Ma bike ba sa gate?
Ako: Nagbabike ka sa gate? Wow XDDD
Derick: Baliw talaga si Ivan. Nagbabike ka ba sa ibabaw gate?
Ivan: MALAMANG~!

Talk about intelligent conversations. But it was cute trying to make sense out of my baby cousin's story. That baby cousin of mine is the same one who cursed me last year.

Ivan: [May ibabatong matigas na bola sakin sa sala nila]
Ako: [Kasama ko sina Bro at mga pinsan ko] Sige ibato mo yan sakin ibabato ko 'tong vase sayo.
Ivan: [Binaba ang bola] Inang ina mo.
Kaming magkapatid: [Shocked]
Mga pinsan namin: [Tawa]
Ako: Putanginang bata 'to. Kayo kasi bakit nyo tinuturuan mag-mura?
Brian: Hindi naman kami ah
Ivan: 'Ago~! (Gago) [sabay takbo sa labas]

I'm so glad they didn't learn that from me. It was because they're spending too much time in the next door computer shop. We all know how it is in there. =_=. And I was afraid they learned that from me.

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[EDITED]
May isa pang cute na sinabi ung pinsan ko. He was saying a lot gibberish tapos biglang "Looking WOW! Feeling WOW!" xDDD. Napaka random. Random is cute x3.

My boring life has just ended but my irresponsible life has just begun. I was like this in my Ragna Days in my 1st year of high school. Very Lazy. Refusing to sleep, refusing to eat, refusing to do my home and school work and always sleeping in class. That is also when I got my very first line of 7 in the card. It really broke my heart to see a grade like that, my poor fragile heart cannot take it. And that is also when we almost migrated to Canada. Whew. Good thing it didn't happen. I think I stopped playing Ragna when my level 87 Assassin got hacked [PUTANGINA MO HACKER~!]. Then I was a long hiatus from playing then I played again then I got tired. Eversince "that" happened just recently I got bored with a lot of things that's why I sleep a lot and yaddah yaddah yaddah. =_=. Then I wanted to play Sims 2 so much so I kept asking my friends if they have a CD or something 2 of them had them. "Had" They either lost it their friend didn't return it to them. Tough luck. Then last Sunday out of sheer desperation I searched for some games and then I found Perfect World. I tried to download the 2.5 something GB game but I found something better in a smaller size; 500 MB. Trickster Online. It's 2d kind of like Ragna but a little bit better and little bit just lacking something. Yep. But I didn't finish downloading it last Sunday so I downloaded it again yesterday morning around, hmmm, 5:30 am after I finished taking a bath and while eating my breakfast. I told ate to always move the touch pad so my laptop wouldn't go to standby because the dsl will disconnect and what happens next is obvious. So by the time I got home. It was finished. Yey~! It's a really good game ^_^. But I'll try not to become what I used to be 4 r 5 years ago. Eventhough I'm saying this I'm still here with an unstarted homework, unstudied notes and unmade annotated bibliography.

Anywho today was not so good. Our PE teacher whom we expected was never to come again came while Patty, me and Erin had already cut and was eating in KFC. Yep. We cut in PE and we had a practical test too. =_=. There goes my wish Dean's Lister wish. And today I almost died along with other unknown people in a jeepney crash. Yep the jeep crashed with another jeepney 50 meters from away from my usual "babaan" (hmmm. Anong English ng babaan? >.<). Anywho, it made me realize "I'm really lucky, I'm still alive. Damn Jeep~!" And I had to walk home in the hot scorching sun. The sun wouldn't be such an annoyance for me, but, eversince the thinning of the ozone layer began. The afternoons really started annoying me that's why I prefer the rain more. The Archers won the UAAP finals~! And there's going to be an after party on Thursday from 4 onwards. Yeay~! Food~! x3. Yeah. My half-brother's going to be there. Pocholo Villanueva. I'm going to introduce myself in British accent like this: "Brother dear, Hello. You may not realize but I am your half sister. So that means your "my brother from another mother." >.<. I want to see the look on his dysmenorrhia-ic face.

Wow. October I can't believe it's almost Christmas. Hooray. I don't seem to be too enthusiastic about it either. Since the start of the second term I've gotten to know a lot about my teachers. Some of them I have treated with a little prejudice but most of my views from the beginning since the first the time I've met them only backed-up my first impression. Like about Sir Raj Mansukhani, I love that guy. He is so good. I can't think of a way to describe how rational and logical he is. But then again that is his Subject. I was planning to enroll to his INTPHILO class next year since I love Philosophy so much I want to learn it as clearly as I can--eversince I've read Sophie's World. Very good book. Patty and I have this past time to check what brand of jeans Sir Raj is wearing on our CRITHIN day. Don't ask why =_=. Then he tells these stories which usually involves women talking to him for advice and what not, and Patty and I would joke about how "charismatic" he is. Which he really is. >.<. Also in this class I met my 4 week crush which we like to call "Bart." But then since it's been 4 weeks and he still doesn't know I give him to Erin which has a crush on him too. I like to give my crushes away >.<. But I'll never give --------------- away (The lines of course doesn't spell the name.)

Then here comes Dr. House aka Dr. Antonio C. Hila aka The Grandmaster. He is the best History teacher ever. Another person whose greatness is hard to describe (I think I'm giving out too many compliments). He's the father of Lakan, the keyboardist of the Bloomfields. I don't know the band but who cares. He's also going to retire this December and thinking about it makes me cry. We and one of the Masscom classes were handle by him for the last time. He wasn't suppose to be our teacher but a teacher exchanged classes with him and I just so happen to be in that class. Is it destiny? XD. We have this superstition about Sir Hila that when he wears blue on a game day we have to expect to win that game whoever team were up against. Last Thursday he wore blue that's why we won against UE and also that was the first UE vs Lasalle game we (me, patty, pangs, kado, mei, erin and kim) didn't attend and pangs told us that that was the first game her friend attended (Do you see where I'm going here?). It was really weird >.<

Then there were other teachers some teacher I thought who were nice were pretty annoying. Like our teacher in INTHROP. She has annoying voice, attitude, I mean every thing about her just annoys me. She is so self-righteous and such a level 1 thinker. Then there's our ENGLRES teacher I'm not annoyed or anything she's just boring. Boring + coldness in the room = sleeping time. But she nice enough to give us 3 free cuts for individual research which we use wisely for slacking off. I also consider our INTHROP class my personal sleeping time only when I'm not noticed or she'll get all dramatic and stuff. But there are in-between teachers. Like our physics teacher he's kind of boring but he's really nice, then there's my PE teacher he sometimes gets on your nerves but he's an ok guy, I guess. Then our FILDLAR teacher the same one who I thought was going to eat me alive if I make one wrong move. But she's really nice. She's probably he nicest girl teacher we had this term and she's pretty friendly.

These people mentioned above are the people helping me reach my goal (whatever it is). I adore them so much, except for one which really annoys me. >.<

At some point in our seemingly meaningless and confusing life we come across some things that would make our peaceful lives a living hell. We are bombarded with challenges and difficulties that seem to want us to give everything up and just end it all in one blink of an eye. How do we handle all of this? Sometimes, we ask for signs and they are given to us but do we follow or are we having doubts about it? Some signs are presented clearly for everyone to see but most of the times you'll just have to look for it. It's like there's something in the back of our minds that says its all true but then we hesitate to follow it thinking it's all too good to be true. I hate it. What's wrong with being "too good to be true?" Does really having too much of a good thing bad? It's just a cliche and cliches don't give anyone a clear understanding of a real thing. It's just a boxed-up idea. When you get this gut feeling and at the same time you're brain is in sync with it, you'll just have to follow it if you don't want regrets.

Sometimes we see things in such a way where every thing's beginning to be so automatic. We see things in a perspective where we think it is comfortable for us to be in. I don't like being a shallow-minded freak or to be able to think just like everybody else, but sometimes I can't help it. Being in this state, it's so effortless. You would have everyone think things for you and you wouldn't have to strain yourself so much. Easy isn't it? But I don't like it or maybe I do I'm just a hypocrite after all.

Am I living the way I want now? Who do I do things for? Do I do it for me or for someone else expecting too much from me? Do I do these for them because of love or because of guilt or because of fear of disappointment? Will being obedient get me anywhere? Maybe it can then again maybe not.